Hey, my name is Samantha, I’m 29 and a Virgo, my birthday is September 2nd. I live in New York with my mother at the moment and I aspire to publish a book one day. I started writing a few years ago, mostly fanfictions and poems, but I recently started drafting an actual story that I will be posting as I progress with it. I have been obsessed with vampire shows and books since Buffy the Vampire slayer, right now I am consumed by The Vampire Diaries (mainly because of Ian Somerhalder) I also think it’s important to say that I’ve been struggling with addiction for about 11 years, most of my young adult life has been full of tragedy and despair, but I have a year clean as of this month and I would really like to try and help motivate as many people as I can.
I guess not
I’m genuinely not meant to be in a normal relationship and that’s okay. I am in a great one already, Lucas, you really make my heart happy. But normalcy? Not a thing that exists in my life haha. It’s really okay though. I’m not meant to have it. Not to mention the 3 personalities he … Continue reading I guess not
So I had an interesting conversation with my therapist this morning, and for the first time in a while I actually cried. My mother really hurts me on an emotional, mental and spiritual level every single day and she doesn’t even notice. I try so hard to make her happy, I do everything she asks, … Continue reading Never Enough
“My ears are ringing; I just can’t talk right now…”
My mother, God, I don’t even know where to begin. She is a divine creature who is gifted with the power to destroy anyone’s self-esteem and make happiness look like an illusion. It’s really amazing how she can make a good story where you accomplished something into a chaotic event where nothing was achieved. Oh, … Continue reading “My ears are ringing; I just can’t talk right now…”
Finding out who I am…
It’s hard when you use for so many years and you forget who you are. I used to actually enjoy doing things and now I don’t even know what I like anymore. I mean, I’m really grateful that I started writing because that is something I definitely enjoy doing. I also love to dance but … Continue reading Finding out who I am…